Dear Lindsey and Alli -
I wish I could understand why you stopped talking to me. You’ll say it’s because life has gotten ahead of you or you have been busy starting a new life, but we all know the truth.
I’m not going to apologize for not being the person you thought I was, because that’s just not the case. Forgive me if my experiences in finding myself throughout college were misleading. I question a lot of my choices, but firmly believe that (however different they may have been), each and everyone of them has lead me to where I am today - in the happiest and most loving relationship of my life. Just like you, I have created my own “little family” and I cannot wait to make that family my every day reality.
I just wish that you could see me for who I really am instead of who you want me to be. Because who I was is not who I want to be anymore, and I don’t really think I was ever really that person. Just a lost soul trying to find her place in the world - and I’ve found it. I always thought that you would have a place in that world, too… I guess life had other plans for us.
I wish you all the happiness that life has to offer. Honest and truly, I do. I think you are wonderful women that will lead great and successful lives.
PS - I am still mad at you for TRASHING MY HOUSE and then leaving on graduation weekend. Rude rude rude.